Tears Unbidden

A few times
Maybe more than a few
Okay, a big handful of times
Tears have come unbidden
They have flowed recklessly
Defying my commands
Unhidden by my wiping hands
They have poured out
From a place deeper 
Than my mind
Beyond my reach.

Tears of the Spirit.
9/11 Memorial Service
The first responders 
Dressed in their finest
Police, Fire, EMTs
NH Towns from all over
And, running in,
A bit late
Filling the void in the back row
Even NYPD.

At my first sight of the solemn columns of blue
Coming forward in step
Silently marching in
Filling in the emptied bay
In the Firehouse garage
Facing the children 
Who are readying their speeches
Their song
Their recitation of the National Anthem.


These representatives of the heroes
The people who emboided love
and walked into 
The burning towers that day
And still every day
To save others
Whom they do not even know.

It was the beauty of that love
The caring for fellow humans
NYC opening its heart

All that and more
That called forth my tears
Beyond words
But not beyond the language of tears.

The program had ended
I thought the tears were over, 
Then I glanced down
And beheld
The black electrician’s tape
Holding on the sole
Of the patent leather shoe.

The soul held on by tape.
How fragile, how vulnerable
How humble
How human.


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